I've just finished reading a book, the one where i couldn't get to borrow the whole of my sec 4 life. It was My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult. Had always wondered about the contents of the book, with my wish to borrow and read it. Only to find a long waiting list of more than 10 pple. Obviously, I gave up and went to concentrate on 'O's.

On hindsight, I really really wish I had never touched that book. It's too... unbearable. Kinda difficult to express myself here. Had never been able to express myself -_-" Was one of the few times my heart was being greatly manipulated by a book. (hey I kinda felt the needle poking into my bone to extract my bone marrow lah) Who ever knew that it wouldn't be enough, with the author playing around with the life of the poor little bed-ridden girl.

What's more, the twist in the tale was not the usual i read. MOst had an ironic sense, moving towards a little humour. This one however, was not just sad... In fact, depressing... I can't go on like this... emotions must never get the better of me.Sobz

Hey exams are round the corner. I really really hope I can get promoted and get twice my output w.r.t mid years. Went for the aerospace engineering thing today. Don't ever suggest me becoming an engineer. I'd rather lay my money for a teaching career.

santacantfly :(; 11:57 PM (:

haha It's been a month since i last posted :P
But who cares anyway?

Hey i just realised something about myself today, from playing at Settler's, during the game of gangs and mobs. haha

Seems I'd rather die helping a friend, than survive under control or influence from another.
But hey! I saw lotsa pacts made today... Eg pact of steel ( I was being backstabbed by clarice, though i had no intention to take out her gang... Thx lah)

Then got the warsaw pact: Geraldine and me were like against the whole table. Hey that sounds like Germany and (what was that country? ohh nvm) in world war 2. haha i've a feeling you'd be able to guess the outcome :P

Then Mabel did an Uncle Sam... She went for the policy of..... (Die! I forgot my history le!!!) Oh ya! Isolationaism.... Right! then until Geraldine's mob got wiped out while i was barely alive before she finally decided to help out....

Still wanna kill Clarice and Daniel!!!! I wanted to do a Japan. Hara Kiri! My gang members were all lined up in the hit list.... Thx to the both of them, I got saved!! here's the catch.... They wanted to place me in the hitlist themselves..... Wah!!!! How could the both of you??!!!! Pick me out of a gutter only to drop me into another one!!!!! So heartless....

santacantfly :(; 8:52 PM (: